nervous and worried about my education life.
i do not feel this kind of tension in my education life since primary school.
when i stepped into college life, i thought my result will better than last time at secondary school, but its not what i wan that i wanted. SUCK UP man.

i admit that i not put much effort on it, but i already try my best to study.
but whatever i put much effort on it, i couldn't redeem any reward that i should deserve it.
i can feel the pressure now. stress. loneliness. sadness. disappointment.

i'm worrying whether i can continue my diploma second year or not..
haihz..
take it easy...